I remember all those nights sitting with you, listening to every story you had to tell me. Every laugh and giggle you expressed. Every smile and look you threw my way. As you did not even know that I was falling in love with you from the start.
I am not much on luck, nor do I believe in fate. Despite that I feel lucky and I feel as if this is where I am meant to be. It is different. I have felt many emotions in my life time. These emotions are different in subtle ways that make it all mean much more than I could imagine. You think about someone for three years and then it comes to the point where you realize they were thinking about you too. I always wondered what she thought of me, and now I know. I could not feel any better. I know it is young, and it is still unknown. I am afraid of where it will go, and I do not want to ruin anything. Despite all that I have this strange new feeling of strength. No matter what I fear, or how I come to those emotions. I know it will be ok. There is so much potential here. It does not even compare. It does not even matter though. I say that in a sense that I have learned to leave each day as its own. In order that I will never take anything or anyone for granted. I will never take her for granted. As I said, I do not believe in luck and I do not think of fate as a reality. It is all so strange. I would not trade it. I do not think I can. This is changing everything I have ever thought about relationships. Wow.