Everything changes, and I know that it always will. This time it is different and it is because of you. I never held such a perspective about my life and about who I am supposed to be. I believe to the best of my knowledge that I have figured it out. You are here. I love that you are here. Nothing will ever change that, and that I know without any doubts. I have shared many doubts in my life, and many of them have strayed me wrong. I wish I would have ran with the hint everyone. With you it is different. There is no doubt in my mind that this where I am supposed to be. All the choices, right and wrong, have lead me here to you. I do not care how soon it is, but I am never leaving. I know what I feel and what I feel is this.
I love you, Taylor Nicole Thimesch. I know I will not regret what I feel or say in a few days, a few months, a few years, a few decades or even until the day I die.
My certainity of this has never been so clear. You have always been there for past three years of my life. Waiting for me and I waiting for you. Such a skinny love it is too good to be true, but it is. We both know it and that is all that matters.
I am so glad I found you.
I love you because I know what it means to love now.